Happy Sunday guys! I’m really excited to come your way again. Apologies for the unannounced break. Today marks the beginning of another series that is in honour of our journey over the past year. It’s a new style I tried and I hope you enjoy it. Let’s get to reading then, shall we?
I am not the type to get physical when I get angry. At least I don’t think I’ve ever been pushed that far. Sure, my reflexes are sharp but…
I honestly don’t know what happened. I have no idea where it came from. It just… It just… Happened! I’ve had anger issues in the past but that was only a quick temper. I worked on it. I don’t flair up that easily… Not for the longest time.
I’m sorry. I really am. But I don’t know how to say it. It’s hard. I’d rather stay away from everything. I don’t like tension. I’m not a coward.. It’s just… Sigh
I did it this time. I pushed him too far. What came over me? I shouldn’t have hit him. But it’s like holding up a store. You don’t expect the attendant to shoot back at you. I know he had a quick temper, but that was when we were children.
You don’t know him like I do. He’s matured into something beautiful. He’s grown more than I could ever imagine. All the conscious efforts he made to let things go, paid off.
Frankly I shouldn’t have hit him. I had it coming. I know he gets confused when he sees me in tears but I didn’t know he wasn’t confused. He was angry. Just angry and I shouldn’t have hit him.
I was in despair. I know but…. I shouldn’t have.
Knowing him, he’ll want to apologize. Even for something that’s my fault but there’s a lot of tension now so he’ll prefer to tune off.
Now everything will be hazy.
His showers will be longer… Much longer than usual. He’ll take his time to dress up and he’ll be home later than usual probably driving around town twice or thrice. The only thing is, he’ll relate with everyone else as if nothing is happening. He won’t take it out on anyone else. Like he always says,
“Business is business and people don’t need to know more than they should.”
I understand him. I want to apologize but I also want to see how this will play out. Then again, I don’t want to lose him. Why would I want to do that?!
I’ll be home late….
Thanks for making it thus far. Let’s meet in the comment section then, shall we?